Haha! I'm glad you're in a joking mood, that's really great.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/25/2019 at 7:53 PM
Post #102
Thanks. My mom says I could be a comedian when I grow up.
Then again, its like I said. I have to laugh or Ill cry.
Aura
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Posted: 1/25/2019 at 7:58 PM
Post #103
Sounds like it!
And I get it.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/28/2019 at 9:36 AM
Post #104
im heading to a counseler at 5 today.
wish me luck.
and again, thanks.
i hope i dont mess anything up.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/30/2019 at 10:47 AM
Post #105
i went to the counseler.
things worked out.
talking helps me.
not much.
im crying, because i learned now why i hate myself.
and now that im aware of my faults,
i want to die even more.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/31/2019 at 8:59 AM
Post #106
im alone.
im crying.
failing school.
missing everything.
trying to get away.
i want nothing more than death.
nothing more.
Aura
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Posted: 1/31/2019 at 10:15 AM
Post #107
Do not die. Think of all those you'll hurt. You're not alone. Think of all the happy times with friends and family. You'd be missing them. They'd the missing you. So will we. Don't do it.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/31/2019 at 10:33 AM
Post #108
i know.
thats why i want to.
because i hurt everyone.
Aura
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Posted: 1/31/2019 at 10:53 AM
Post #109
You don't hurt everyone. Where did you get that idea? If you do it you'd be hurting them so much. You wouldn't want to do that, would you?
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 1/31/2019 at 10:56 AM
Post #110
but i hurt them by failing school, and being horrible to myself. and i dont want to hurt them anymore. thats why i want to dissapear. so i cant hurt them further.
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