Me i guess

(Sorry for the emotional stuff...i had a bad day.)
I roleplay cause i can be/do things i can't in real life.
I roleplay to get my anger out and show my dark side some fun

I wear a mask to hide who i am in different places.School,church,home...I'm only myself when i'm alone.In the dark,with my imagination

Why do i sleep?To escape into my dream world away from reality.

The darkness can comfort you,and the light can bring painful truths to your eyes.

Why is it that i was told to always tell the truth?It seems when i do i get yelled at or people judge me.Is it that they can't accept it?Or are they too blind to see?

I guess just get it out here

I can understand. Reality sucks, and there is no pleasing people. If you are better then them they become jealous and wish to bring you below their level. If you are worse than them they find it enjoyable to stomp on you more to make themselves feel 'better'. Role-play is defiantly a fun and enjoyable way to escape, though it sound bad pretending to be something your not can be fun and enjoyable. Being surrounded by people who don't know you in reality and who are most likely as insecure and weird as you are gives a strong sense of belonging...which unfortunately humanity has failed to give to many people. A rough moment can really spoil the rest of your day, but they best advice I can give is to stop trying to please others and be confident in yourself and as long as you don't hurt anyone that will eventually scare those who wish to harm you away.

Hope this helped. Sending hugs from far away.

I never sleep. I stay awake until morning. I always think about how huge the world is and we are just a super TINY pixel. I always look down while speaking or walking. I also can't sleep because my anger issues and my common stress. I always think that our world doesn't matter. We're just a small star in the whole galaxy. When I do sleep, I feel death. I have a brace for scoliosus and it HURTS. I sometimes cri because I can't sleep. I feel a shock that feels like I'm not alive and I'm just a...just a cartoon I guess. I think about my life way too much and how nothing really matters, since we are really just a tiny speck

Don't you hate when someone tells you to do something and then they change their mind.( Sorry I need to rant to someone) my mom always tells me to do stuff and then she changes her mind. It's so annoying. Then she yells at me for not doing what she changed. But I didn't hear her soo......