So, the month of January continues to be rather sucky for me....

I can't go into much detail, but there are some family issues going on now that are resulting in the part of the family(my little sister and her part of the family) to move like 2-3 hours away by this coming summer, and also resulting in disowning my eldest sisters(because she's the cause behind my little sister and her family needing to move to begin with). What disowned elder sibling did was totally wrong and uncalled for. It's forever altered the lives of ten people(aside from her self, and the second party involved who is also guilty of causing the situation that has arisin to make my little sister move away.)

I'm very depressed about this, and really wish that my now disowned elder "sibling" could have used her head before driving a very sizable wedge between the family...

Now because of this I'll have very few people to get support from, and only two people that live in town...

I barely slept last night, and i spent a fair portion of it crying....what makes this worse it that there is nothing I can do...

Additionally to the above going on, I also lost my mom on the 27th of this month in 2012. This year will mark the 3rd year I haven't had her to talk to, and boy would she be able to help me out on the above situation...

So if you read this, and have the time please at the least send me a hug.

Thanks for reading.

Oh dear, I know what it feels like when family is being driven apart. I know it's an old saying and you've probably heard it a lot but time heals all wounds. It's really hard now but it will get better eventually. Just make sure to talk to someone and not keep it all inside.

Lots of hugs for you. :)

Oh, honey-bunny :(

I wish I could do more to make you feel better, but I guess all I can do is remind you to be strong! Just keep your eyes on that beautiful baby girl of yours! She needs you more than anyone else, so take pride in that and keep on trucking! :D

*patpat*

I am so sorry for you D: you poor thing. Though I know what it's like to cry myself to sleep at night, I don't know how bad you must be feeling. I am so sorry *hugs* I hope things will get better for you.

Aww, I'm really sorry about that :(
I'm bad at expressing these kinds of feelings, but I truly hope your situation gets better. Family is so important, and losing someone is terrible. Best wishes to you and your family.

I am so sorry for your pain! I know what it is like to loose a parent! Although for me it was my father in Sept. that was well over 20 years now and still every Sept. Is a bit depressing for me! I would hate to have other family problems going on top of it! I am sending you a big virtual bear hug and some good calming, uplifting, and strengthening vibes your way!

Thanks everyone for the hugs, and support. :) I really appreciate it.

**snuggles you tightly**

please don't cry mommy, well,since i'm on holiday right now,once you get skype i will do my best and keep you company on there and stuff, we can chat and play with each other and stuff.

and don't worry, you have your big ol' Sylestian family here with you