Just a place to write about stuff that happens in my day to day life since my other one got locked.

Ive been going through quite a bit of personal stuff lately, and I guess I want to express that too... well, here I go...


My friends have been drifting away, it starts slow, and then before I know it I havent spoken to them in weeks, and now every time one of my few remaining friends shows the slightest disinterest in what Im saying I start to panic and shut down because I dont know what to do and Im scared.

Not long ago, we had an early dismissal at school, and my mom came to pick me up because she was off of work that day. We decided to go to my favorite sub place for lunch, its pretty close to both my school, and my house, Im good friends with the employees, I love the food, and Im constantly telling people how good it is.

So my mom and I go inside, and I start ordering my sub. As my mom is ordering, I see one of my friends walk in and I was so excited because *Hey, a friend is here and I told this friend about this place, what a fun coincidence* so we talk for less than a minute when a group of my other friends walk in and I was like *Woah this is such a cool coincidence! What are the odds that so many of my friends are here all at the same time!*

Im a little slow, so it took me a few seconds to figure out what happened, of course it also helped when the first friend who showed up said *Yeah we made plans to come here together* and then it clicked that they all made plans and didnt invite me. To my favorite place to eat. I just kind of awkwardly went back to my moms car while she got our orders and paid,,, yeah,,, that wasnt fun,,, I kinda cried in the car a little,,

Sub still tasted great though 10/10