You might as well leave, seeing how forgettable I am.
But-
Hey there.
I'm Glitter.

Being a quiet kid, I'm about as memorable as last years dinner.

Normally when I join a Role-play, it is put up when I'm at school doing school things.
People forget me and leave me behind, which makes me frustrated because it happens in every RP.
So I normally very quietly quit the RP in frustration.

Then I'm never really invited to the cooler, more complex role-plays because the spots are filled up in ten seconds flat.

My social mentality makes me very prone to having to justify my very existence, etc.

Everyday:
Ignored or just straight up avoided.

On the inside:
I feel nothing.
I worry about what they'd think of me.
Constantly having an existential crisis.
Always an outsider no matter what.
Constantly reliving negative past experiences.
Slight anger issues.
Disappointed in everything I do.

On the outside:
Artificial Smile.
Forces self to joke around.
Attempts to fit in.
Tries not to cry in Public.
Cries in private.
Tired.
Stressed.
OCD.
Afraid to talk to people.
Shy.
Short Temper.
Willing to hurt you if you so dare touch her friends.

I'm sorry you feel this way-anything I can do to help?
Note: I honestly try not to cry in public but my very sensitive self fails 98% of the time.

I used to be in this science class full of white kids, and I was the only Asian. No one wanted to partner with me, and they all called me "Slitty Eyes," which is very racist to Asians and hurtful. Now, I go to a private school so kids are a lot nicer. I can feel your pain.

In some ways I was like you. I had no friends and was always the last person picked to be on teams or partners.

Part of it was that I was inept in sports; I was never interested in it either. I was physically awkward and weak partly because of developing spinal issues.

I was made fun of because I was not loud, boisterous or a social butterfly.

Actually I liked being alone because my inner world was more interesting than listening to banter about the newest music album or people complaining about this or that. I just didn't care.

Being female I didn't act like many of the other girls where they'd scream and screech, shove one another into boys or just act hideously immature.

Point is that you will not gain anything by chasing after everyone and begging for attention. Just be polite, kind, diplomatic and try not to take things personally.

What I found is that 99% of the time when people say mean and abrasive things to you, it is not really about YOU per se but rather these people love to see and hear their own words of ignorance and mistake that for being cool.
They think that by harassing someone that they are being smart and often they really do not understand how they are hurting others and, in the end, themselves and no amount of lecturing will convince them otherwise (usually).

I know you have heard it before that you shouldn't pay attention to the words or pay much attention to what they think of you. It is hard and it hurts. You ask yourself how and why they are so mean. Only in time will you realize that you need to separate yourself mentally from it and realize you are not them.

You gain nothing by trying to be friends with people who only reciprocate with hurtful words and rumors.
Just shrug and walk away, maybe as they mature they might seek you out. If so then that is great, if not then that is ok too.

Even as an adult I still feel like an outsider but it doesn't really bother me anymore because I don't base my happiness on how many friends I have or whether I go to parties or whatever.
Don't base your happiness on whether they accept you or not, as long as you are decent and respectful then there is little else you need to do.

Always say hello to these people and leave it at that. Try not to counter their ignorance with hurtful words yourself. Just try to remind yourself that they are the ones who are in pain in some way and foster an attitude of compassion towards them (yeah, I know. It can be really herd, right?).
If they see your kindness and respect as a weakness then that is THEIR problem.

I know this sounds sappy and all but in the end all you can do is be kind, respectful and decent. It is up to them to decide how to respond.

Hey there. I just wanted to let you know, you are definitely not forgettable. I, for one, will definitely not forget you. Maybe because your problems are so similar to my mom's.
She had a lot of trouble when she was young. Her family was not the best (still isn't) and she didn't have a lot of friends. She was also a really quiet kid, and most people around her thought she was odd. She got out a lot of her feelings by writing, and got involved in the school newspaper.
Other people didn't change, but she did feel somewhat better. Being in the school paper meant she socialized more, and she met other people. She actually told me that when she began talking to people, they confessed that they just never talked to her before because the mistook her quiet for arrogance.
But anyway, I know you can pull through. I assure you so many people feel your desperation, and none of them deserve it. I wish you all the best, and I really hope the people around you realize that they are missing out, not you.

Hi Glitter, don't beat yourself up over that stuff, if they can't see how wonderful you are, it's their loss not yours. I'm kinda quiet around new people, around my friends not so much, on here I can be myself and around my friends, so if you need to talk, I'm here for you. *hugs and grabs a plate of cookies out nowhere* here have cookie *giggles and smiles*

Actually, out of all the names and avatars that I see around Sylestia, you are one of the few that I remember.