Seem forgetting me is classic to all, I've always been the easily forgettable one.
At least in real life.

Today, I just feel like crying every tears of my body, but I'm just unable to let that happen.

For the I-dunno-how-many-time-now, someone had forgotten me, when they said they'll be there...
So now, I'm alone, sitting in front of the McDonald's I work at, because the lift never came to pick me up, even if I told him to not forget, yesterday AND my name is on the list for being picked at 7h PM(6PM Sylestia).
This is when I thanks myself to now have a phone and be able to call my boyfriend and even if nobody at his home wasn't able to drive.
Lucky shot my ex(were all 3 good friends) was hanging around at his home, but HIS car is "out of order", he ran by foot at his home, to see if his mother was there, since she wasn't picking up.

Lucky, she was and accepted to come over here, to pick me up.

Even if that part is awesome, I can't help to feel sadness, I'm just tired...
Why does people have to tend forgetting me, when I do my best to be there for them, write notes when I think I could forget, so they never feel the same from me, if I feel nobody is giving it back...

It is one of those days when I wonder why I can't stop just doing my best for others?
Sometime, I'd'love to be able to be mean to other, but it is something I'll never have the guts it seems.
I can think mean a bit, but never too long or at least only when I'm sad, then... It is like it wasn't me who thought that.

Sorry to be bothering the forums with this, but...
I needed it out, to feel better, I need to write.
Because when I write my emotions like sadness and anger, it is like they're going away faster...

Don't worry about me, I ain't suicidal, just a tad sad for now, will be better when my boyfriend hug me, he is the only one that can me feel like the worst is nothing~ <3

@sheechwan,
Awww!!!! *huggles* don't worry! You aren't forgotten about here

@Sheechwan, You aren't forgotten :3c You're like this giant mother hen I look up to and ask for things and then beg for free stoof :B 'Cause, you know, mothers give candy to their babins <3 ;3c

@Sheechwan,
*Glomp* YOU SHALL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, YOU AWESOME SYLESTIAN YOU!
I know what It feels like to be forgotten and ignored. (But I'm not afraid to live up to my nickname of "Hell's Trump". XD I cause many a person great fear LOL) But as long as you have someone you can turn to when you feel like crap, everything always turns out OK!

@Ember2000,@Starfall2466,@Chidori,

Thanks girls, I know I'm not when here, just in real life, like I mentionned in my text~ ^-^"
It's just I'm tired people said they'll be there for me and not, in case like I depends on them...

Like my lift, well only the lift that work at 5 PM until late in the night.
I made him promise to not forget me after work and he just never showed up and never dared say a thing 'bout it... -.-"
('til I text him after it's been 30min-ish... He took awful time to respond...)


Thanks for your messages~ <3
It's it cheering up, I just wished work was closer, wouldn't have to depend on anyone for transport except my own legs... o.e"

Glad to be of Service! *Salutes and Bows*
Andz If you can't chew out your no-show Ride I'll be glad to blow up at him for you!!

Ditto!

o3o Don't really have anything to say since someone named CHEETO-DORI said everything I was about to say :I

Heeeey!! *Huffs*
You Snooze you loose!

@Sheechwan, I remember you too!! ( late to the party)