I am so sorry for your loss Kitten! So glad to know that you are staying strong and not allowing yourself to be broken down like some of us do after a passing. In my culture we believe that families will be together forever. He isn't lost forever. One day you will see him again and he will welcome you back with open arms. He is watching over you Kitten.

Angels on the Heavenly Shore
Walk hand in hand for evermore
Seeking those who are depressed
In sin's darkest wilderness.
To lead them on the road of life
Away from bitterness and strife
To paths of virtue paved with hope
For those who seek the way of life.
Oh, Angels of Love, give us your aid
Help us to seek
The lost to save
To give to them the strength they need.
God in His Love doth condesend
To give to each weary one
The future joy laid out for them
No finite mind can understand.
It never hath entered the heart of man
The Love of God given to each one
If they will only do His will
And try their duty to fullfill.
Annie Kirk

I got that poem from this site if you want to read more

That's very beautiful thanks. :)