(Panic attacks? Do you have anxiety? Honestly I don't like tea... even though I want to like it xD)

"But... it is. I lost control. I almost killed you all and for what? I... I can't lose you. I already lost my family... and Fry," He started crying again, hugging him with his good arm.

"So... you good now," He asked after a moment, watching him curiously, "You ready to see your children?"

(They're sorta like that, yes.)

Sharkfin hugged him back gently. "Actually, it never was. You're something rare, that's why. But right now, please." He murmured in Ace's ear. "Listen. The sword, you had it by the cave not that far away. Where a few of us fought, you where trying to get to somewhere."

Jason nodded, feeling calmer.

(*Gasps*... wait, I have never had a panic attack so I have no idea what it's like... I heard it isn't fun though. I'm the ADHD child =P)

"Sword? What are you... talking about? I don't..." He put a hand to his head.
He pulled it away as a sword suddenly appeared in his okay hand, the sword of Orthoday. Penny smiled, grabbing it from him.

"Ok. Over here," He led him over to a leafy curtain, pushing it aside.
May was there, laying down in a soft moss bed. She was talking to a person. The man had golden hair and silver eyes. His skin gleamed like a thousand stars, making him appear like he was made out of crystals. She looked over, eyes lighting up as she spotted Jason.
"Jason, your here," She said happily.

(They aren't too fun for me, and mine are a bit different. They consist of rapid breathing, fogged thoughts and shaking movements. Oh, and a feeling of impending death.)

Sharkfin kept Ace close, just glad Ace shouldn't get harmed now.

Jason smiled when he saw May, quickly coming over.

(Oh... sounds not fun. I'm sorry you go through that. Honestly people have it all worse then me and I feel like I have it bad *Sighs* I should stop feeling sorry for myself)

His breathing was starting to slow a bit, half because of the darkness trying to take control and because he was losing a lot of blood. He was still crying, his thoughts scrambled and unclear.

She smiled back, holding two babies in her arms. They both had leaf diapers, moss as padding. One had white hair and hazel eyes. He had freckle scales on his face like Jason. The girl had brown hair and blue eyes. She had white freckle scales.

(I don't have it as bad as others. But it's okay for you to feel upset about how you have it, but we can be grateful that we don't have it as bad as others. And have compassion to those who do have it worse.)

Sharkfin gently put the collar back on Ace, wanting to get him somewhere to fix him up.

Jason knelt by May, looking at the two babies in awe at first and then love.

(True, I have it easy. I shouldn't be upset. I have it easy... you have it harder. But I hope everything will get better for us all, even though I know I don't deserve it)

Ace's eyes seemed to go a lighter red as he want back to his human form. He coughed a bit, looking pained.
"It's all my fault... I killed them. And and... I don't know how to feel... I ruined everything," He closed his eyes, tears running down his face.

"What you think," She asked a look of doubt in her eyes, but it was quickly replaced with love and happiness, "I was waiting for you so we could come up with some names."

(IBut it's okay to be upset.)

"No, now you listen here." He said sternly, gently cupping Ace's cheek and rubbing away a tear with his thumb.

"Guess we'll have to, huh." He said, gently kissing her cheek.

(Is it really okay though? I mean what's the point of me being upset, no one cares. They all just ignore me and when I try to talk about it they stab me in the back... just ignore me... I'm just in that mood *Sighs*)

Ace went silent, eyes wide. He hugged him, the words he wanted to say not coming out. He stopped crying, mostly because his gaze was blurry, his head pounding.

She nodded, "Of course," She kissed him back, smiling up at him, "What do you think we should name them?"

Honestly, we're human. That happens, we have feelings. How we deal with our feelings is the matter.)

"It is not your fault, things just happen and put you under pressure. It's unfair, and I was unfair to you." He said, hugging Ace firmly. "And I'm sorry."

"I'm not sure." He said honestly, chuckling. He rubbed one eye.