(its okay guys im here for the Tea)

Lucia stood. " We should let you rest for a bit. " without waiting for a reply she walked out the room.

"Luc-" He watches her leave. He groans rubbing his face before flipping back on the couch. "Zeke, trust me when I say, I'm working on it. I know I've got a lot to work on but I'm figuring things out." He says softly.

Zeke sighed and said softly, *may i tell you something?*

she walked into her room and closed the door, sitting down on the bed.

(lol)

"Of course."

Zeke pulled out his silver knife and eyed it sadly. *every now and then, when you, Lucia, or both are upset, i consider... well, going away for a long while. im not important like you and Lucia. heck, you said for me to, quote, ^learn my place, pup.^ and i often think that place is on the other side.* he closed his eyes and began to cry.

He eyes the knife cautiously before getting up and smacking it out of his hand. He immediately pulls Zeke in, hugging him tightly. He isnt usually one for physical affection but this is one exception.

(here guys pretend I say something while u two finish your conversation)

Zeke just sobbed. *all this was my fault... i was in the way... you would have had more time for Lucia if it wasnt for me... i should leave and never come back...*

(she can come back if you want and join in on the hugfest

Zeke said hes been thinking about suicide)