" Even if it's my own family because I 'changed' and am not same anymore? I lost most of my friends due to changing.. They said they hated me because I wasn't like them anymore, that I was nothing to them but a burden because I wasn't as aware anymore. "

( I ship them so hard lol. There ship song is Mirror by Justin Timberlake, or Little do you know. Little do you know fits them better. )

(This is so perfect xD)

"So the only reason they were friends with you was because you were like them. How pitiful. Sounds like they just want to see themselves in other people. And I'm pretty sure I don't know a single person on this earth that wouldn't change after having to go through crap like that."

" Yeah.. But it still hurts. I thought they were going to be there for me but one day I spaced out and almost got hit by a car and that was the last straw. They said that I should go home and thinking they were worried I did go home.. they never let me go with them again and slowly pushed me away. I was never bullied much.. but it was torture when I was. I was beat up more then once.. "

( Perfection exists in this )

(It really does)

Ash sat beside her. "Well, I guess that was one way to weed out the real friends from the fake ones, huh?" He let silence drape itself over them as he thought. "Do people still bully you?"

recap? sorry was busy all day as usual

Raven nodded slightly. " Last week I had 'Loser" carved into my chest. I woke up with the wounds. " She said softly, not looked at Ash and instead looking forward as if watching for something.

( Just some shipping )

Phoenix works on his missle prototype.

Ash was so mad he was silent. People would do that to other people? Why? Even he wasn't that mean...to anyone. Including Sawyer. He just shook his head, rage burning in his silver eyes.

(I just realized that the concert is coming up that Raven invited Sawyer to)

(Hmm what drama can I start there... Oh! I know! Ash goes too. )

" I got really hurt.. and it scarred up so now I need to get that one covered. "