Jace listened to her talk about his mask and it crumbling. He was falling apart in front of people he knew nothing of. He hated himself for being so weak and assumed that that was the reason his family had gotten rid of him. He listened to her say that she was going to give up the leadership role and he turned around with a scowl. "W-" His words were cut off when he felt her pull him into a hug.
Shock, fear and anger filled him. 'Why would she hug me? I have been nothing but rude to her?' He thought to himself and looked down at her. He listened to her talk about strength, truth and loneliness. Why would she care about his negative emotions? His outright pain? 'You don't understand!!!' He screamed in his head. 'Nobody could and will never understand, I am a failure! I am worth nothing to everyone.' He thought to himself.
his eyes widened whens she started smoothing down his hair. "Why?" He whispered, "Nobody needs to know!" He said and pulled away from her. He forced any emotion he felt to be shut off and just channeled his anger. "Why do you care!? My life is worthless, nothing to anybody!" He yelled at her. "You don't even ******ing know my name but yet you would hug me and tell me all of this!? Why?" He asked, allowing himself to take a few more steps away from her. He could hear the judging comments around him. He knew what everyone was thinking, he was nothing, he can't even control his emotions. He is better dead than alive. He knew what everyone was thinking this because it is what everyone always thinks.
(Me to... XD I usually don't play the role of someone so mentally ill like him but I decided to take a chance... How am I doing? XD)
Jadelion
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:30 PM
Post #162
(Really well! He is an awesome character to rp with)
"Stop saying you're worthless!" Senja walked up to the boy. "I've been exiled by my own family. Come with us. Anzai's right. I may not be as good as talking as her but, listen to her."
Edited By Jadelion on 7/11/2014 at 6:30 PM.
Celechan12
Level 60
Season's Greeter
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:31 PM
Post #163
((You're doing pretty well actually! This is really really fun for me though because I haven't done an RP that has characters quite this messed up.))
Anzai stayed calm and looked him in the eye, "Why? Because I can tell that you aren't worthless. I can tell that you yourself don't believe that you're worthless. You are you and you are one that needs to care even though you try not to. Nobody here thinks that you're worthless or a nobody. You need to live because even though it's painful it's somehow beautiful."
She walks towards him with her eyes gentle and calming, "Emotions shouldn't be controlled. They are something that is part of nature and so they go insane and you don't understand or control them. They guide you on some path that nobody knows, and it's amazing once you let them."
When she's in front of him, "Since I don't know your name can we start over with meeting each other? I'm Anzai Miharu a Zanian. You are?" She's smiling gently and holding out her hand again, "Also I'm extremely stubborn so I'm not going to give up."
She then looks at Senja and nods her head in thanks.
Edited By Celechan12 on 7/11/2014 at 6:32 PM.
Sarahbug1020
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:32 PM
Post #164
(I'm gonna wait for Cele's reply before I do but I think this Rp has gotten very interesting... :D)
Edit: Nevermind... XD
Edited By Sarahbug1020 on 7/11/2014 at 6:32 PM.
Roeseta
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Trickster
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:42 PM
Post #165
Kion looked at the damage that the mad guy had caused and decided to go to him, it would be to hard to go to him on foot so kion used wind magic and went quickly after him, landing almost directly in front of him. "Why don't you just calm down and listen to me, ok? First off, you can't just get hot headed and deem me as weak, if you were to fight me right now, even with my wound, I could tear you to pieces within seconds. Do you know how I got this wound? I was saving the life of a child, a Zanian child cornered with a wall in back and a drunk human with a lust for the child's death in front. I had three options. 1, instantly kill the man and scar the child for life, 2, let the child die at the humans hands, or 3, save the child and get stabbed in the process. I personally chose the third option, as a result, I got stabbed, saved the still innocent child, and reunited a family. I honestly think it was worth it to protect the child's innocents and get stabbed as a price. Do you think that makes me weak? If you want to fight me I will gladly oblige."
"But even though I am very mad, I want you to know that if you open up , people will begin to love you."
Edited By Roeseta on 7/11/2014 at 6:45 PM.
Jadelion
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:48 PM
Post #166
Senja placed her hand on Kion's shoulder. "The last thing we need right now is a fight. We know you're not weak. You can prove that on the quest later if you feel like you need to. just calm down."
Jadelion
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:49 PM
Post #167
(Really fun RP!)
Typhlosion
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Wondrous Witch
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:51 PM
Post #168
"I don't even know the customs of this place. " Aqua says.
Sarahbug1020
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:52 PM
Post #169
Jace's eyes narrowed and he shook his head. He hated how people could say a few words and think that they can be friends. Emotions are something he has to control due to his magic and he knew this would happen. No one would understand. "You don't need my name because for me you're dead already and I don't talk to corpses." He said and turned around. He took a few steps away and stopped. He couldn't help but turn around and look at the group of people that he was going to walk away from again.
He was constantly pushing people away, was it because he never had anyone? Was it because he wanted someone to fill the role of his missing and dead family but his memories were too fuzzy to actually know what the role would look like? He watched as one of the girls approached him and he expected her to tell him something that would make him like her but all her heard was her talk again of violence. Taking a step away from her he let out a sigh. "Fighting? It hurts my head to think about how I was having a change of heart but thank you. You let me realize that no matter how hard someone tries to find people who are different in the end, everyone is exactly the same. Do you think I care about that child? Great job for saving him, is that what you wanted to hear?" He asked with anger creeping back into his voice.
"Have you ever been pushed to the ground by someone bigger and watch while someone you can barely remember gets punished for being different? To be literally branded a monster just because he was a Half? If you're so strong than you should know what true weakness feels like and I don't get that from you. I've been pushed down so many times and have been completely beaten to near death just because I am a Half. Do you know how that feels?" He asked, popping his neck. "To be hated because you're different." He said with venom in his voice. "Now why don't you listen to your friend and just walk away." He muttered.
Roeseta
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Posted: 7/11/2014 at 6:57 PM
Post #170
Kion gently grabs his hand. " I know I kind of snapped but Everyone, no matter what their circumstances, can love, and so can you. I can love, even after all I went through. Do you think it is different from me? I grew up with no one and the first people I found were humans, and they tried to kill me, they broke me until I could not be broken anymore, there was nothing left of me, my spirit did die and I was already considered dead, this will be no different for me.
Edited By Roeseta on 7/11/2014 at 7:07 PM.
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