Hatter carried on staring at the sky as he answered her question. " First place we met... " he said, his voice still emotionless. He reached his spare hand up and tightened the rope slightly and then made sure the knot on the street lamp was secure so when he jumped it didn't un-ravel and ruin his chances for death.

Tara grinned at her. " Isn't it? Now let's pig out on some food before all the dancers stop dancing and tuck in! " she said, grabbing a plate and dumping food on it.

Collar shrugged. " I don't honestly care as long as I can get away from this boring ball...the Hatter off somewhere and Mask probably puking I can't do anything fun to them... " he said, sighing. He then raised a eyebrow at the car, did she want him to drive?

Zay sighed. " Big crowds are not to be something to be scared of but feelings un-easy would be better due to theives and that... " he said. He stared at her with a ' seriously?' look.

Heart shuffled awakardly as she thought. She glanced at the crowd but the decided it didn't matter, they just wanted to watch...it's not like they where going to get all romantic! She lifted a arm and put her hand in his, smiling up at him.

Avia changed direction and ran up the street to the right. The music store was just a few blocks away. "Don't. Do. Anything. Stupid. Remember I. Love. You." She said through her breathing and realized that was the first time she had ever said I love you to a guy. She kept the phone to her ear and took another right. Her feet were burning because of the heated up sidewalk. She wasn't wearing any shoes or any bottoms. She just wanted to help Hatter. She knew he would question her about the missing clothing and wearing some guys T-shirt, but her clothes were torn and ripped and this shirt was the only thing he had for her to wear. She was a block away from the music store and she was feeling light headed and out of breath. She just got hit by a truck and she probably had internal bleeding. She shouldnt be running in her condition but she didn't care. She would die to make sure Hatter didn't kill himself.

(Why would he hang himself... There are so many easier ways!?)

Javikia sighed and decided to drive, besides it was her car. She started the engine and waited for Collar to get in. She calculated that there was a gas station a block away and than they could go to the old stadium and sit in the bleachers. It was were she went when she wanted to think. She grabbed her seat belt and put it on just in case.

Tamikia sighed and she let out a tiny smile. "Okay." She could see the park now and was excited. She could see the sign called 'Willow Park.' Her sister promised to go with her but that was three years ago. She walked up to a stall and smiled. "Do you mind if I change?" She asked hoping he didnt mind waiting.

Nick wrapped his arm back around her and they began dancing again. It was small circles this time and he noticed they were losing the crowds attention. Everyone went back dancing. "Thank you for dancing with me." He said with a smile. He wondered if she had always been mute. Maybe someday they will meet up and actually talk. If not he would buy a journal so they could communicate anyway.

Hatter pulled the phone away from his ear and stared at it. She says he loves me...but...why did her eyes turn black and why did she run away from him? Hatter put the phone back to his ear. " If putting myself out of my pain is stupid...then I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that... "

( He wants a way to kill himself that will put him out of his 'suffering'... )

Collar went round to the other side of the car and got in the passenger side next to Javikia. He fiddled with his goggle as he thought. " We really need to catch up " he said, staring out of the window with his only eye.

Zay shrugged. " I'll wait, nothing else to do " He said. He kicked a rock near his foot and watch it skid along the concrete pavement.

Heart blushed slightly went he said 'thank you for dancing with me'. She noticed people walking away and she was slightly glad about it, but also slightly sad.
She smiled and mouthed to words ' you to' to him, though her mouth wouldn't form the right shapes that well.

Avia could see him on top of the street lamp and she could see a noose hanging down from it. "No!" She said getting angry. Her eyes itched and she knew they were black again. She saw herself in a window and they were glowing blue. She was sad enough that her eyes were actually blue. This emotion had never happened. Not even at her dads funeral. "You don't understand." She said reaching the street lamp and she hung up. "Pain is an emotion." She said and she could see the blue in her eyes swirling and doing weird things. They would get lighter and darker. Every moment she saw Hatter up there the blue in her eyes would grow. There was barely any white left in her eyes. "Emotion is a feeling. Feelings is something that need to be shared not ended. Please don't do this." She said falling to her knees and tears running down her eyes. "I can't lose anymore people. My dad, mom, brother, grandparents, and best friend. There all gone because of me. That is pain and I tell people this so it doesn't kill me." She said and began coughing up blood. She wiped her mouth feeling a little dizzy and sick to her stomach. She knew she was going to die, she had internal bleeding and refused to go to the hospital. "I understand if you don't want to come down for me. That if you hate me its okay. What I did by walking away back there was wrong but think about it. You have a brother and friends that can't live without you." She said and coughed up more blood. She hated herself for what she did to Hatter. "I understand it hurts." She said and thought about how her dad died in her arms. How her brother hated her for being born. She thought about how her grandparents died and all she could do was look into there coffins and say sorry. Her mom left the home that she was raised in since she was little and left her all alone. She was and orphan clinging on to hope. She thought about Mika out there all alone. She looked up at Hatter with her eyes still blue and tears in her eyes. There was blood running from her nose, eyes, and mouth. "I love you." She said and thought about how she had never gave away her love before. He was the first and he was going to kill himself all because of her. Pain all over again... Avia fell over and landed in the blood that Hatter wrote 'Goodbye forever' in and curled up in a ball. She could barely breath and everything was going blurry. These were her last moments and she was going to spend it watching Hatter kill himself.

(Oh... T.T.. I wrote a speech... *SOB*)

Hatter stared at Avia with no emotion on his face. When she curled up he dropped his phone which smashed on the floor. He reached up and removed the loose and then quickly climed down to Avia. He knelt down infront of her and rested his head on her back, hugging her as he did so. " I'm so sorry... " he said, tears starting to pour down his face. " I'm so sorry...y-you hurt yourself because of me... " he sobbed.
He hugged her tighter and didn't even care about the shirt and no trousers on her.
" Why are you bleeding... " he said into her back. " You need help... "
His tears weren't slowing and he didn't stop hugging her. He felt even worse now...he had made a mistake and now she was suffering because of it...

* Hatter's not killing himself but Avia might die D: *

Avia shook her head and spit blood out of her mouth. "I have internal bleeding. I will be dead in the next five minutes. " She said and turned around wrapping her arms around him. "Don't let my dieing break you. I was just an orphan anyways." She said and buried her face in his chest. "I had no right to live." She whispered and coughed blood up on his shirt. "Pain is an emotion. Don't let it take over, I didn't." She whispered weakly..

(Romeo and Juliet? That is what this reminds me of. Although she might have a chance to live if you think fast... ;) )