after awhile of talking, we both head home for the day, with me getting in my car and him walking off in the direction of his house.


when i get home, i sit on the couch and turn on the TV, listening to it as i take my heels off. the news blares as i carefully brush my hair out so it doesn't get tangled.

"we are getting reports of citizens being affected by the recent events, officials don't know why this is happening, more at ten..." the TV blares, the channel fading away into the news channels music as ads begin to play.

that's...weird. the news didn't really explain what was happening to everyone, but i guess maybe they don't know?

I get home, I water my garden and go take a shower. when I'm done with my shower I brush my hair and change my clothes. I lay on my bed, I'm wearing a pair of shorts and a vest. I listen to my music as I fall asleep.

(sorry, had to take a break to take a few STAAR tests )



i stare at the TV for a bit, before getting up and wandering over to the kitchen, grabbing my spray bottle. i do not need this in my life right now. i go around my apartment, misting all my plants and making sure they are sufficiently watered. i'll just ignore the news, pretend it didn't happen. it will be fine.

i wonder if Braxtion knows? should i tell him? probably not, he doesn't need this in his life either.

(its fine)

I take a shower when i get out, I water my garden. I stay outside in my shorts and house shoes. I watch YouTube on my phone. I drink from the water hose it splashes on me. "Ahhh!!! thats cold."

after awhile of just enjoying my small little garden, i finally head in to bed, curling up in bed and closing my eyes


when i open my eyes, it's morning, like the whole night just didn't happen. that was so weird. sitting up, i rub my eyes. well, i mean i'm not tired so i guess that's nice. i reach for my phone on the dresser, fumbling with it before opening my contacts and texting Braxtion. "you up?" i text, hoping i'm not bothering him.

I see the text and respond "Yes Ma'am I'm up." I put on a jacket as I wait for u to respond. A little worried that something might be wrong.

"just checking" i text, biting my lip. that will probably make this less awkward, right? probably. i set my phone down and walk over to the kitchen, giving my basil plant a pet as i pass. i need to do something today or i might lose my mind.

I smile as I put on pants and go outside for a walk. I breath in the fresh air, I water my plants then I walk down the street and go to the park. I notice I dont have shoes on I shrug and sit on the slide. I listen to my music and think about how today will go.

after awhile, i grab my hone again, selecting Braxtions contact. "want to go to the botanicle gardens?" i text, hitting send before i can change my mind. there, that's somethign to do for the day to keep my mind off things.

"Sure that sounds nice. See you there." I run home and change I put on boots, Hat, jeans, t-shirt. I fix my hair and walk outside. I wait for your response before I head that way.