Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix

" If you are fine, I am queen of England. Now give me the name of who hurt you so I can go teach them a lesion in manners when in the presence of a lady. " The tone of his voice was protective, like a lion protecting his pride. He almost looked like one in this moment, he was even getting a 5 o'clock shadow. He put his hand of Revilla's, his expression turning to worried in that moment. " You do not ever have to hide things from me Rev.. I will not think less of you if you tell the truth.. now just tell me who hurt you, so I can make sure they never even look at you again. " He didn't even think she was capable of hurting herself at all.

Revilla Avasix / Female / Mental Institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Evan Darling

Revilla frowned, looking at the ground more and slightly scowling at it with frustration. How could she ever tel him it wasn't someone else who hurt her, but herself? How could she tell him she was partially causing her own self destruction? She swallowed, and forced herself to look up with tears in her eyes. She held out her arms and pointed to them.
"I'm hurt here." She said quietly, and then put her arms down at her sides. She trembled just a little bit as she tried to force the truth out. She took a breath, and with a shameful expression she looked up at him.
"And no one hurt me. I did it myself." She said in a deathly quiet tone, with a bit of dullness to her voice.

Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix

Evan was shocked into silence for a moment, but quietly got up and took out a first aid kit, walking back over to her and sitting down. He didn't look mad.. or sad really.. He looked devoid of emotion. " Please let me take a look and heal you up.. " He said softly, forcing his voice not to break right now. There was a tremble about him, his body wasn't reacting well from him forcing down any of the feelings he was having right now. You could still tell he wasn't upset, just filled with the worst kind of sorrow. He just couldn't stand the idea that she had done this to herself. " It isn't your fault Revilla, you needed a way to release your pain.. but that wasn't the right way to do it.. " He spoke as if he knew his words were correct, and that he already knew it by heart it wasn't the right thing to do to himself. He didn't dare look her in the eyes, for he wouldn't allow her to see the pain in his.

Revilla Avasix / Female / Mental Institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Evan Darling

Revilla felt her heart ache when she saw his reaction, and this was the worst she could've imagined. She thought he was going to yell. Or get angry. Or leave. Instead, she couldn't get over the horribly sorrowful expression he had. There were lots of things he wanted to say, but she knew he wouldn't want to.
Revilla didn't argue now. She was quiet, and slowly rolled up her sleeves. The bandages had been in dire need to be changed, and they were red and brown with new and dried blood. Her hands trembled more as she started to unwrap the, her arms stinging and she winced slightly. She was scared for him to look at them. This was one of her worse incidents, and it'd been a while since she actually felt the need to do it.
She rolled the bloody bandages up, and her arm looked pretty mangled. She'd all the way up her elbow, and just barely avoided her wrists. She hadn't wanted to kill herself, but she wanted some way to release everything inside her. This was the only way she knew how.
She finished unwrapping the other one, and it didn't look any better than the other ones. The weren't horribly deep, but they still bled quite a bit despite her trying to get then to stop.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you too." Her voice was sad and remorseful, not because she had hurt herself, but because she was causing him unnecessary pain. Pain that he truly would never have needed. Tears welled up in her eyes and they dropped on her arms, making them sting worse.

Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix

Evan dismissed the apology with putting an arm around her waist and hugging her gently, not saying a single word. He didn't want her to feel bad, as he didn't blame her. Rather, he blamed the people that had hurt her so badly to make her feel this way. He took out supplies that he would need to rewrap the wound and stayed, his movements as he cleaned the wounds were incredibly gentle as if he feared the slightest movement would hurt her. He didn't say that though, instead he focused his energy on making sure she was going to be okay. He noticed her crying and gently whipped away her tear, " It's not your fault Revilla.. I promise you that much. " He was unable to keep the shakiness and breaking out of his voice this time, but he didn't let that overcome him. He finished with her left arm, tying the ends of the gauze into a little bow as he went to her other arm, cleaning it with the same gentleness as he had the first, his hands trembling from stress of hurting her even in the slightest more then she was already in pain. He finished up, and finally let himself feel again as tears welled in his eyes, but refusing to fall. " You are going to be alright Revilla, they aren't too bad.. Though I cannot stop you.. please try not to.. " His voice again filled with the deepest, darkest kind of dread. He dreaded not her doing it again, but dreaded the idea of her not being okay one day... he dreaded the idea he might never see her again if they locked her away, He dreaded the idea she would kill herself one day because he wasn't there.. that last though made his chest tighten and he took her hand in his, placing a gentle kiss to her wrist. " Don't.. don't leave me Revilla.. " He begged, he knew she would leave this room, and he was fine with not seeing each other all the time.. that hadn't been what he meant. He was asking she not leave him forever..

He just hugged Mountain and let him lick him. No real harm was being done.

The dog might end up breaking his ribs from his weight, but hes too cute for him to be bothered by the idea.

Revilla Avasix / Female / Mental Institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Evan Darling

Revilla watched silently after that, her arms still throbbing but nothing he did made them hurt more. Of course there were a few times her arms twitched from the pain they were already in, but he didn't cause much more pain.
Never again. I will never again touch that blade I swear to God. I can NEVER make him hurt his much again. I can't ever see that expression, his eyes killed me more than I could've ever known. I-I can't ever do this again... She thought miserably, still unable to look up. She nodded softly.
"I won't. I won't ever do it again. I-I can't do this anymore." She said sadly, sniffling just a little bit. She felt sick at the thought of dying and not ever seeing him again. She felt still sick at the look on his face as she told him.
Revilla wrapped her arms around him neck, hugging him and avoiding his torso since that's where he had been mostly injured. She buried her face into his shirt and just cried for a few minutes, and once she calmed down again she finally looked him in the eyes.
"I won't leave you... I promise. I won't hurt you anymore either... I'm sorry..." She promised, shaking her head a bit and wiping her eyes in a bit of irritation. She was always crying these days.

Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix

Evan smiled a weak smile as his arms wrapped gently around her waist, holding her close to him. He didn't say anything for a little while, his mind busy with thinking for a correct response, and he rubbed small circles into her back as she cried, letting her know in his own little was it was going to be okay. Finally, he broke the silence he had made. " It tis alright Revilla.. You didn't hurt me.. I just cannot bare the idea of losing you. " He said simply, his voice still filled with a little pain but it was fleeting. He let himself smile again, but it wasn't a true smile. He was still hurting about what he had remembered earlier, but that wasn't her fault. It was his own.

Revilla Avasix / Female / Mental Institute / Location: Room 184 / Interactions- Evan Darling

Revilla just stayed silent now, her arms throbbing bu it was more of a dull throb. It was more annoying than painful at this point.
"I won't leave you. Know that. I'll stay. Cross my heart." She said softly. "Because whether or not if I try, I can't live without you anymore."
The words came out before she could stop them, and she instantly regretted them in her mind.