He wasn't sure at all,really.Not one bit,and it bombarded his mind quite often when it wasn't clouded with stress,sleep,hurt or pleasure.

If only there were two of him. But there's not, so he's stuck in the situation.

Unless Shade didn't take clementine anymore and then was normal again,there wouldn't be to much a difference between Jason and Shade. But that wasn't really too possible.

And it just wouldn't be the same. They wanted Jason, not Shade, no matter how alike they would be if he was off clementine.

And Jason wanted them both,he wouldn't dare give Shade a chance of either of them even if his brother was normal again. He wanted them both,but knew it probably couldn't happen.

It was very unlikely that it could, but...why not hope?

Because hope had gotten him torn first when Ash had been made to push him away. Hope had made him terrified and angry when he'd hoped to live with his family but then half of them died and one went crazy.Hope broke him down when he hoped for a home for years but no one kept him.

But it was different now, right?

It was,but...he automatically still often tried to hide in his walls but the two fey had broken them down enough to where there wasn't much to hide in anymore.

With no place to hide, both fey could make their way in with their words and actions...and without protection, Jason was very vulnerable.