Revilla flinched harshly, and stared at his hand, up his arm, and then eventually looked up at his face. You could tell she was debating on whether he was really there or not. Everything was still a little hazy, and noise from her flashbacks seem to play in the background. Her whole mind was a mess.
She raised a shaking hand up, gently placing it on his cheek as if making sure her hand wouldn't go right through him. She let out a little bit of a squeaking sound, and started sobbing again. The tears stung the small red lines on her cheeks from her nails scratching them, and she looked down almost in shame.
"I don't want you seeing me like this..." Her voice was barely above a whisper, as the noises in the background continued like static on television. She noticed her knees got a bit wobbly, and her stomach felt even more nauseous. Everything was shaking and her eyes darted around, her still being paranoid as if something would grab her any second.
"I-I can't... Everything hurts... Too real... Noises... S-Scared..." Her voice was broken as she tried to talk, looking at him with a pleading face.
"I don't-can't-want to-d-do this" She sobbed, her vision getting a bit darker and hazier. She suddenly just fell into his chest, a sobbing, scared, and sick mess. She coughed a bit violently as she tried to breathe, her anxiety making her chest tighten up.
"H-Hurts and I want- H-Hug is scary... but p-please h-hug me..." She choked out wrapping her arms around his sides.
(Thank you!! Writing is just something that's always been easy, so I try my best to act as if I'm the person when I do roleplay ^^)
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Posted: 4/21/2019 at 7:41 PM
Post #502
(Both of these two kill me and it's so sad >-<
but at the same time I love how they try to fix eachother <3)
Espenfalls
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Posted: 4/21/2019 at 7:58 PM
Post #503
Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location:Hallway / Interactions- Revilla Avasix
Evan could see that she thought he wasn't real and just wanted to prove he was. He gave a weak smile as she touched his cheek, and he couldn't stand to see her cry after. His heart shattered within his chest as he looked at her noticing she had harmed herself. " It is alright Revilla.. I am here for you, darling.. " When he said it this time, you could feel love and warmth within the words. He let his feelings show for a moment, trying his best to help her in any way he could. He could see her fear, he could tell she was frightened, " You are safe now.. no need to be scared anymore. I am here now, I am here to protect you from it all.. I will keep you safe. " He whispered to her, and he winced as she fell into his chest. He couldn't stand to see her this was. When he requested him to hug her, he did so. He hugged her tightly holding her close to him. He too started to cry, and apologized to her over and over again begging for only her forgiveness. He didn't protect her good enough.. A doctor finally saw them, but let them be.
( It is truly a talent! )
( Also yes I love how they try to fix each other but are so hurt.. )
Revilla's breathing slightly calmed as she just held onto him, her face buried into his chest. Tears continued to stream down her face, and she was hiccuping and trying her hardest to calm down for him. She knew she was making him panic and she didn't like that, especially after just dealing with the man who triggered her. Her episode was finally fading, and the noises she was hearing died off.
When she could breathe properly, and think at least half properly, she lifted her head up a little to look at him. She saw the bandages and the wounds he had, and she bit her lip, more tears coming from her eyes.
"Just hold me a while longer... please..?" Her voice wasn't quite panicked anymore, and it was soft. She stared at his shoulder, resting her cheek on his chest as she got tired. Her doctors knew it was typical for her to pass out after an episode because of how much energy it drained in the process. She closed her eyes, her breathing and shaking reducing as she passed out a bit from all the shock she was going through at the moment.
"Don't leave... I don't want to be alone... You'll be here when I wake up, right..?" She mumbled softly, her tone light and sleepy as she said these words before fully passing out.
Espenfalls
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Posted: 4/21/2019 at 8:27 PM
Post #505
Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location: Hallway > Room 124 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix
Evan was having trouble now to keep himself calm, and continued to apologize for a little while before finally calming down and listening to her, enjoying the feeling of her in his arms. He smiled a little, but it wasn't a smile of happiness, that much could be said. He looked down at her and said softly, " Of course.. you don't even need to ask, dear. " He stated just holding her as he noticed she would pass out soon. He got ready to pick her up when it happened but what he didn't expect was her asked him to not leave. He gave a weak smile and said back to her, " Of course I will be here.. I will always be here. " He said as softly as he could, lifting her into his arms bridal style as she passed out, holding her close to his chest. He walked slowly into the other halls, and to her room. Carefully he opened the door and entered the room, setting her down softly in her bed and covering her, sitting in a chair inside the room for a moment before getting an idea. He rushed to his room, grabbing his guitar before returning to her room.. he heard hearing music while sleeping was calming.. He sand the first thing that came to mind, happened to be " As long as you love me " " As long as you love me.. We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke. As long a you love me, I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold.. His voice rang out, it was angelic in likeness, not a single voice comparable to his own. It matched how he was inside as well which was just.. beautiful.
Revilla stayed peacefully asleep, her breathing still just the littlest bit ragged, but her body was slowly calming itself. The song seemed to put her a little more at ease, even though she wasn't fully awake to hear it. The smallest smiled appeared on her lips, despite looking pretty worn from all the stress.
(Time-Skip?)
Espenfalls
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Posted: 4/21/2019 at 8:37 PM
Post #507
( Sure, to about 4 PM? )
Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location:Room 124 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix
Evan stayed in her room as she had requested, wanting to be there for her when she woke up. Soon though he himself had started to fall asleep, his guitar laying beside the chair he sat in. He was calmly asleep, well at least it seemed he was as the slightest noise made him stirr as he was still more then ready to fight to protect Revilla again if it came to it.
Revilla had stayed silently asleep, only moving once or twice while she was out. She opened her eyes slowly, noticing she had an oxygen mask on, and an IV in her arm. There were bandages on her face where she'd scratched herself, and the steady beep, beep of the heart monitor could be heard. Her movements were sluggish as she slowly sat up, and looked over at Evan passed out in the chair with his guitar. She took the mask off, setting it on a metal table beside her bed. Her nurse must've come in when she heard of the incident.
Revilla turned her attention to Evan, and smiled sadly. She had caused him so much unnecessary pain... She gently lifted her arm up, and reached over to stroke his head gently. He'd been so kind as to wait for her to wake up. Her heart was beating just a little bit faster at the sight of him asleep. She also took note of the guitar. She thought she had heard music while she was passed out. Did he sing to her..?
((Gotta eat dinner! Be right back!))
Espenfalls
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Posted: 4/21/2019 at 8:56 PM
Post #509
Evan Darling / Male / Rehab + Mental institute / Location:Room 124 / Interactions- Revilla Avasix
Evan smiled as he felt her hand on him and leaned into her touch, letting out a small sound of happiness. He smiled brightly as he woke up fully, now looking at Revilla with relief. " Good morning sunshine.. the earth says hello! " He said happily, still half asleep. He didn't move in the hopes she didn't stop what she was doing as he was greatly enjoying it. " How are you feeling? You weren't doing so well earlier.. I am sorry for.. " Evan yawned, clearly exhausted from staying up after all that had happened. " For falling asleep like I did.. I wanted to be the one you woke up to, not the other way around. " He mumbled softly, rubbing his eyes slightly but as he moved he winced. He was still in a lot of pain at the moment and didn't like it, but was very glad he did fight. It was very much worth it.
Revilla smiled softly, laughing quietly at him. She brushed his hair out of his face for a second, before pulling her hand back to her side. She gave a soft sigh, and looked out the window for a moment. The events earlier were still foggy and hazy, as they normally were after an episode. She suddenly took in the fact that she might've hurt him if she was panicking.
"I-I'm alright now.. And don't apologize... I'm just happy I woke up to you here." Her tone was softer than usual, and everything about her was gentle at the moment.
Revilla gently touched a hand to her own face, tracing her finger down the bandages. The truth was, her episode could've been a lot worse. She was glad it didn't end with blood.
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