Yeup,because his heart was either shoved down the drain and disposed of,or his heart was being wanted,but instead ripped in two different directions.

Exactly. And neither was doing him any good.

So...what was he supposed to do? he didn't like being treated wrongly but he didn't want to just let his heart be pulled apart by the two enemy fey.

...He might have to choose, if he really wants...well, actually, that probably wouldn't solve anything, either. So there wasn't really anything he could do.

Unless he just...ended.Just finished off his own race,he was already way past the original or destined finish line.He was alive longer than he should have been,and all he'd need to do was...give up.To just let himself die...fade.That's all,but that would effect more than just himself.

Yeah. It would leave two brokenhearted fey, wondering what they had done, what they could've done to stop him.

And they probably wouldn't realize they had been pulling at him in two directions,unknowingly making it so he couldn't let go of either. And he wouldn't even be on the Second Plane to explain.

Yeah. And then everything would just drop from there, the two going back to trying to kill each other.

And if Jason was able to have just a little while on the Second Plane he'd feel horrible because both would danger each other and it would seem to him as if they hadn't really cared.That it made no difference if he was gone or not.

When in reality, it did. A really, really big difference.