He found his build very smexy,and he let Ash slow to a stop. He liked the feeling of him climaxed and inside,but he understood if Ash didn't want to risk anything and keep going.

Ash didn't stop kissing Jason, not wanting to stop. After being friend-zoned, he wanted to make this last as long as possible

And Jason kept kissing back,he hadn't fully wanted to friend-zone Ash but he hadn't wanted to risk getting hurt again.But he was still scared he would be because Puck had seemed to okay with just walking out even though it had worried and hurt Jason and made him assume...he had been leaving. And he was scared that Puck,Robin,would be perfectly fine with just walking away....from Jason. And that made him scared all the more because he was scared Ash would find a reason to walk away and soon he feared Robin eventually would as well at some point now.

Puck had only walked away because he didn't want to be anywhere near Ash, let alone in the same house. Neither of them would ever just abandon Jason. The only reason Ash had done so because he knew Puck would step in and take his place, and be there for Jason. He knew he was making a mistake, but he had just refused to let himself feel and just get hurt again.

And yet Ash had done so to protect his own feelings,but at the expense of Jason's feelings,and literally life. He was very lucky to be alive as he was now,let alone not paralyzed. It was a miracle that his bones hadn't snapped or spine hadn't broken or he'd 100% be done for with no chance.And yet here he was,still risking his heart on Ash and also Puck. But if neither would just abandon him then what if they found a real reason? That's what Jason feared the most...to be left all alone...again.

Neither of them could think of a good enough reason to just up and leave

But did Jason know that for sure? Maybe,but if he did it still didn't fully reassure him. He'd been through foster care,for him it didn't matter if they said they would keep him or not,no one ever did.

But right now Jason was just trying to enjoy the time he had with Ash and enjoy how they where.And so he let his love be exposed.And free.

Ash was happy that he had, because it wouldn't have been the same if he hadn't. Ash was pressing his body to Jason's, still kissing him passionately

Jason kissed back with just as much,if not maybe more,passion as Ash.He let his love come through and held firmly to him,as though he didn't want Ash to pull away and say something about how they should go back to the others.Though he wasn't sure where they where or where the others where for that matter.

Ash groaned, loving how Jason was into this, unlike the last time they had kissed out on the sidewalk after Jason had followed him through. And he had no plans on pulling away any time soon