Kurts eyes went wide when he felt her soft lips against his again. He couldn't help but lean a little into them before he shaped his head away lifting himself off of her. "It's okay." He said trying to sort out what was going on in his head. He swallowed hard rubbing the back of his neck as he looked away from her. She looked more beautiful laying down on her bed Her hair flowing around her head and flowing a little over her shoulders.
Keda shook her head against his chest. "It's not the same Will It's just not." She said sadly. "And it's my fault she's... not here anymore." She said before she could stop herself. She could feel her tears welling up. "Why am I even telling you? I meant you yesterday and this isn't a Disney movie" She said thinking of how far it was from one.
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Posted: 10/8/2015 at 11:09 PM
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Katherine felt his lips press against hers a little more before he got off her. She smiled a little as he sat up looking at the bed and rubbing his neck. "Why do you do that" she asked quietly and curiously as she watched him rubbing the back of his neck. She didn't move, afraid he might leave or something. Her skin still burning where it touched his, her face still red.
Will tensed. His lips formed a hard line as his gaze moved to the floor, that hurt. His eyes full of sadness as he loosened his arms that were around her. He was about to open his mouth to speak but nothing came to mind as he stared to the floor and the couch.
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Posted: 10/8/2015 at 11:16 PM
Post #433
Kurt swallowed hard as he rubbed his chin looking up at the ceiling. "I don't know" He said leaving off the rest of it. He didn't want to talk about it. He just did something stupid and he was sure it will bite him in the butt later. He sighed looking back at Katherine.
Keda felt Will tense and her eyes went wide as she realized what she had just said. She scrambled away from him standing up covering her mouth with her hands. "Oh my gosh. Will I'm so sorry I-I I didn't mean it like that." She said backing away a little as she started to cry before turning away and running out of his apartment, leaving her shoes.
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Posted: 10/8/2015 at 11:28 PM
Post #434
Katherine frowned "sorry..." she hadn't meant to make it sound like a bad thing. She actually thought it was adorable when he rubbed his neck nervously, but wouldn't tell him that. She looked back into his eyes, noticing he had already been looking at her. She sat up wanting to hug him but decided it might not be a good plan. She looked to the ground biting her lip again and playing with her bracelet.
Will stood up quickly and ran after her. He left his apartment door open, scrambling down the hallway. "Keda wait!" he yelled as he caught up to her before she got to the stairs. He grabbed her arm gently but firmly so she couldn't leave. "Keda please, stop, please..." he said sadly, his voice pleading as he stared at her, what she said hurt, but not as much as her leaving. His eyes moved to the floor, the words she said still picking at his skin as he stood there. He didn't want her to leave, not like that.
Edited By Firelight on 10/8/2015 at 11:29 PM.
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Posted: 10/8/2015 at 11:45 PM
Post #435
Kurt smiled relieved. "No need to be sorry. Now, let's get you tucked in." He said starting to move off the bed again only this time watching Katherine closely. He knew if it happened again that he wouldn't be able to help himself. HE was barely keeping it together as it was.
Keda looked away from Will trying to get away from him. "Why?" She whispered her voice cracking before she looked up at him her eyes red. "I'm no good, Will. If you weren't paying attention, I'm basically a ******. Was at least. I didn't save my sister. And I just hurt you, the first guy I could ever really want to do anything with." She said still crying as she shoved him away from her hard before turning around shaking. "I'm no good for you, Will. You should have someone else." She said sadly before starting to walk away again quickly.
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Posted: 10/8/2015 at 11:57 PM
Post #436
Katherine, grabbed his arm again playfully. "I'm not tired" she teased him, not realizing they were still really close to each other. Her blush had mostly faded as she looked into his vivid blue eyes with a grin. She didn't want him to leave, this was the most fun she had ever had, she never had never really went out to fun places with people or felt this way about someone. She was still biting her lip as she thought, still teasing him because she didn't want to go to bed.
Will didn't move as she shoved him, feeling a bit more hurt from her words. "Because i love you, Keda...i don't want someone else...they wouldn't be the same...they wouldn't be you..." he said nervously. Rubbing the back of his neck he looked up at her, wanting her to turn around and come back. He didn't care that she had hurt him, he just wanted her.
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Posted: 10/9/2015 at 12:48 AM
Post #437
Kurt smiled at Katherine before continuing off the bed. "Please. I'm sure you'll get tired soon." He said to her smiling as he started pulling the blankets down so that she could get under them.
Keda paused listening to him as she crossed her arms over herself in a small hug. "I'm not worth loving" She whispered looking down at the ground shaking a little as she stood there her legs frozen not letting her move. "Why would you love someone like me so quickly and never even question it?" She asked feeling tears roll over her arms as she stood there crying.
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Posted: 10/9/2015 at 4:37 PM
Post #438
Katherine sighed, climbing under the blankets as she pulled them up to her shoulders. Looking into his eyes as she thought, her skin becoming cold as it yearned for his warm touch. Her eyes studying him as if trying to keep every detail in her mind. A hardly noticeable glance at Kurt's lips before her eyes stayed glued into a stare directly at his eyes.
Will took a step forward "If you weren't worth loving then no one would love you...a lot of people love you Keda" he says nervously. He tensed a little at her question, not exactly sure how to answer, he just loved her. "Like you? There is no one like you Keda and i love you for you, why can't you understand that i love you...I-I don't know exactly why, but i do love you..." he said a bit quieter as his voice cracked with sadness.
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Posted: 10/9/2015 at 4:46 PM
Post #439
Kurt smiled down at Katherine before kneeling next to the bed again to be at her eye level. He touched her cheek lightly with his knuckles again raking away a strand of hair that was there. "Do you need anything else before I go?" He asked her softly as he smiled at her.
Keda stood there shaking as she stared down the stairs. "Yeah. Right. I'm sure all those guys that paid my dad 'loved' me." She said a little bitterly. She just couldn't forget a single one of the faces from all that stuff her dad made her do. She lifted a hand to cover her mouth trying to quiet her crying. She swallowed before speaking again. "Love isn't something you understand and I don't know how to react to it." She whispered her voice cracking as she stared down the stairs in front of her wondering what Will would say.
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Posted: 10/9/2015 at 5:01 PM
Post #440
Katherine smiled, leaning into his hand. Putting a hand over his as she closed her eyes, taking a deep breathe as she took in his scent. "D-Do you have to go?" she asked with a slight stutter nervously. Opening her eyes, she looked into his vivid blue ones, not taking her hand away from his. She didn't want to.
Will stood motionless except for the slight parting of his mouth as he tried to think of something to say. He had never been that great with emotions.
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