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Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:17 AM
Post #4281
He took a shuddering breath, steadying himself. *ok. Ready?* he asked softly.
Minochrome
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:19 AM
Post #4282
She nods.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:28 AM
Post #4283
He took another breath. *ok. So heres whats going on. I have a bunch of issues i dont like and was too scared of sharing with you, or anyone in general. So here the are.
Firstly, Im probably depressed. Losing my wing on Selkie Island, along with not being able to help the selkies, really hurt my mental state. Still does. I feel really guilty with not being able to do more. And now the satyrs were being kidnapped and now killed... it feels like its all my fault. Like Im the problem here. Im why all this is happening.
Second, Im still having an identity crisis. My body is of a male, but I want to be female. You may be fine with it, but what if theres someone whos close to me who isnt? Also, I cant be turned female by any way we know of. So naturally, that makes me upset. Also, the size difference. It may not be much, but its a hard issue for me. If we ever... you know, try something more in our relationship... how can I pleasure you? Im the size of your paw!
Third, Im scared. Im scared we wont find a home for the dragons. Im scared Ill do something to ruin our love. Im scared more people will die due to me. Im scared humans will find us. Im scared I wont be enough for you. Im scared... Im scared Ill lose you.* he whispered that last bit.
*fourth... I just want it all to be over. Even before we left our original home, I never was happy. I had contemplated moving on for a long time. I thought this journey would change that, but instead, its only made the urge stronger. Im scared Ill break and try to... end it. And that terrifies me.* he closed his eyes. *God, I feel... I feel like a failure you dont deserve. You deserve so much better than me. You shouldnt be with me. Im so sorry.* he looked away, now beginning to cry hard.
Minochrome
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:31 AM
Post #4284
She curls herself around him. "Hey... Everything will be okay. We'll figure things out."
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:32 AM
Post #4285
He kept crying, ashamed beyond belief. *God, you dont deserve me... I should be better than this... for you...*
Minochrome
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:34 AM
Post #4286
"I love you just the way you are." She smiles lovingly at him.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:34 AM
Post #4287
*you dont mean that...* he said, then felt horrible for saying that and cried harder.
Minochrome
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:36 AM
Post #4288
"Yes, I do." She nuzzles him again.
Dragonsrcool54
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:36 AM
Post #4289
He just curled in a ball and cried, ashamed.
Minochrome
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Posted: 4/16/2021 at 8:43 AM
Post #4290
She stays curled around him.
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