Awesome, will do right now!

...auntie sarah, is there any chance i can pull out for the stat capped ligs? my griffis it seems are just going to hit around 1,800s if the final pairing gets prismatic philter...they're close, but no t exactly that maxed... :(

Sure, you can pull out if you want, or I can just give you a ligh and you can pay me back later if you like since you said you have a neutering philter. What do you want to do?

What do you think of this pretty girl? Is she to your liking? If so I will set her up for you.

Allis, how about this fine fancy fellow for you? Does he suit you?



Let me know what you think of him, and if you like him I'll neuter him and set him up for you.

I absolutely ADORE him! <3

Pinging you a second time to say I adore him and can't wait to take him home <3

I'm really sorry, but I have run into some serious health problems in real life recently and they are interfering with my online time. I should have some time tomorrow to get lighs lined up and sent out.

Please see above.

Okay, looks like I owe you guys an explanation, so an explanation you shall get.

My husband and I have a huge number of health problems. We are older (in our 40's) and both chronically overweight/obese. We also both have serious psychiatric problems. As a result, we are in the ER on average once or twice a month for various things, and have four to ten doctors office visits a week between the two of us for various things. Needless to say we are disabled and unemployed. Both of us used to teach before becoming disabled.

Recently my husband had some hazardous surgery. Due largely to the prayers of many people, he came through it all right, and is healing up now. However, the stress of dealing with the surgeon who kept stressing all the risks and dangers of the surgery (he has a lousy bedside manner) really messed with my anxiety disorder and drove me to the point where I was having self-harming thoughts. Doesn't make any sense, I know, but that's what happened. I got very sick from all the stress but managed to hold it together for the surgery and the first couple weeks after the recovery. Then I started having these horrid random panic attacks. I won't describe them because I don't want to trigger one now (yes they can do that), but they are nasty.

Last week I went to a local psychiatric hospital and got evaluated for a partial hospitalization program. I had spoken with my therapist and she suggested this as an alternative to full hospitalization, which I didn't want. It is a specialized program to teach me skills to deal with anxiety. I was accepted for the program and started it today. I am a little overwhelmed as it is six hours a day, five days a week, and I am used to being home the vast majority of the time, but I need these skills to master my anxiety, so I must find a way to get through this somehow. The program seems really good, and I like the people I am with, so there is that.

I'm sure some of you have noticed that I'm checking in on Sylestia but not doing much with this thread, and that may be frustrating some of you. If so, I'm really sorry. Unfortunately right now I'm dealing with something akin to writer's block--sort of a, I'm so far behind, and feeling so overwhelmed, I don't know how to even get started kind of thing. This isn't the first time this sort of thing has happened to me, but the first time in a long time it's been this bad. I am so sorry. Here is what I am going to do to fix it: I am going to try to start by doing one step every day towards getting caught up. Today's step is this update. Tomorrow's step will be to get a ligh set up and sent out. Not sure what next but probably another ligh or if I'm feeling up to it maybe even two. And we'll go from there.

If you want to talk about this on this thread, feel free. If you have questions, ask. If you have comments, and they are at least civil, feel free--but please, no harsh words, I can't bear them right now even if I deserve them. I truly am sorry for getting so behind, but as I have explained, there are many factors at work here, some of which are beyond my control.