"It doesn't matter if I deserve one,not that I agree that I do,but I don't want one.I had felt maybe the field would be a home of sorts and then got dragged away,partially for that I'm grateful though.But everytime I thought a home as my own,I always slipped up some how.Once I turned 8 I just gave up,and once I was old enough to go out of the house on my own I took every chance.I didn't want to get clingy because i knew it wouldn't last and eventually I didn't want it to." He said,kicking the ground as Crysta led Guppy and the boys through a tunnel by the pillar and down to the left.They entered a large cavern with sections cared into the stone,like big cubbies. One area for meat and another for plants and fruits and things.One other for both because of omnivores. But there was a specific one for other things,things edible from multiple places. Human food or other food that no dragon knew the origin of.But it wasn't human or Dragon food for sure. Jason just sat on an outcropping,one of many,where dragons would sit and eat. It wasn't to high and had a small walkway for those who couldn't fly or didn't want to fly to come up. "Crysta knows what she likes,she'll show Guppy. I can show you everything if you'd like."

"I'm...not really hungry, thanks."

Jason sighed and laid back,not about to argue. He wince though and sat up again,not able to lay without faint pain still. "Okay.Girls,go ahead." He nodded to the two little ones and Crysta began toward the meat area and Guppy,though she didn't seem fond of that area,followed her new best friend. Crysta started trying to help Guppy learn to speak and Guppy gave some tries but it seemed hard for her.

He watched them go. "Are you looking forward to it? Seeing Robin again, I mean."

Jason put his head in his hands,elbows on his knee's as the rest of his legs dangled off the edge. "I don't know. If we go back,we're practically animals to be hunted.And I....I'm afraid he might...." He pulled at his hair,wings coming and wrapping over himself but he didn't hide.

"Might?" He prompted, wanting to hear what Jason had to say whether it hurt him or not. He couldn't care at this point. He had accepted the fact that Jason loved Robin, too.

"Might do what's supposed to be done if we're found...." He said softly,now his wings covering him as his legs pulled up and he hid in his camo perfectly,like he wasn't even there.

Ash shrugged. "Good thing we're not going to be found. And I'm sure Goodfellow will be fine with me coming back, as long as you're with me."

"Still." His voice was muffled from apparently no where. "I don't want to hurt him.Not again.I know i did when I left and it hurt me too.But I couldn't watch someone do that and go through what I hatched into because of me."
Crysta soon waddled back with a chunk of meat in her mouth and Guppy,walking practically right on Crysta's tail, had a strange mirror fruit her little jaws.

Ash smiled to himself and shook his head. Apparently he didn't know that both his and Goodfellow's love for him was unconditional