He turned back,not entering just yet,and his shoulders where shaking.Silver tears where pooling in his eyes and he looked about to sob,clearly about to start cracking from heart brake newly opened and hate trying to help keep him from following. He looked to Puck and looked broken and sad,longing for something to hold onto and longing to be held and wanted.Love and cared for,something for years he'd lacked for so long. And now more than the dragon war was tearing him apart. He crumbled down into himself,wings wrapping around himself and hiding him in camo completely,blending perfectly with the world around him so that it was like he wasn't even there. The only thing to show that he was there where the small drops of liquid silver falling onto the snow beneath him and the soft sound of heavy breathing and faint hiccups.He was crying,trying not to but...still....he was broken in a way no dragon or human or even faey could normally be. He was broken inside in a way that would be hard to fix. No human or dragon or faey could fix him.Not now.And if they could,not for a long time.Long,long time.

"Jason." Puck stepped forward, pleading. "Don't do this. I can't follow you this time. Stay here. With me."

He heard Puck and knew only a few things,just like that night he'd hatched,but instead of knowing he was alone and not wanted he knew only things of Puck. Puck: Sweet,caring and protective.He wouldn't push him away and hurt him only to help his end of the situation,he would be there for him. He cared. Not like how Ash had cared yet shoved him away so many times only to cause him more pain and pull him close again. He stood,shaking like a leave,and folded his wings to his back and walked over to Puck,frills drooping and tail dragging behind him as his wings slowly went limp,and forced himself to give Puck a small smile but it was broken and wavering if even enough to see. Silver was streaking through his freckles as he tried not to continue crying.

Puck saw how hurt Jason was. "I'm sorry...You should go after him," he murmured. "I never meant for you to be hurt like this. However, I definitely wouldn't mind if you stayed with me. Forever."

Welp, now Ash was going to die all alone, that fate is sealed if Jason stayed with Puck

Nuuuu~! Jason wasn't the type to just let someone get sealed off to a death alone and sad. And knowing most likely it would hurt Puck and himself he sighed,a wavering sound. "I'm sorry...Puck,it was nice knowing you." he said,offering a hand out,shaking just as much as his voice was. " I wish I could stay but....heh,being the emotional idiot I am and a weakling of a dragon,I can't just stand by and watch someone give up everything they've known for me and let them take a fall for it.I'm sorry." He said,eyes honest and pained. "I hope things end well with the war,and remember." he then took off one of his color changing scales and the colors flowed with a life of their own and swirled and danced a rainbow of things. He held it out to Puck. "If you ever need to call the dragons,even if it's not me included,just know you'll always have them there. They'll fight for and with you,unlike me they're strong and loyal...all you'd need to do is call,a whisper even and with this...they'll hear you."

Puck took it. "But...but you can't go."

"Puck." He gently,tentatively,stroked Pucks cheek and leaned forward,brushing a kiss almost as gentle as a breeze. "I know what being all alone is like,coming to a world all alone and the only thing other than being alone that is known is death. I hatched like that,all alone and with the knowledge that I should have died because of what dragons said while holding my egg before taking me and leaving me. I can't just stay and know someone else is going through that...because of me."

Puck continued to stutter, not sure what to say to get Jason to stay

Jason smiled faintly,then did a real kiss,gentle and with passion that was stronger than before.Feelings through the motion more than he'd ever felt before,like love and hurt.Pain and fear but also caring and wanting the best for Puck and knowing that having a dragon around wouldn't help him here.

Puck pulled Jason close, holding him tight, never wanting him to go. Especially not to Ash.