Kurt sighed hating himself for saying anything about it. Kurt swallowed trying to think of something to say to get her to stop crying. But all he could think of was the real truth as to why he just couldn't say it. He swallowed closing his eyes rubbing her back gently. "Please Don't cry Katherine..." He whispered into her hair as he felt himself begin to choke up. "P-please..." He said his voice cracking as he tried to keep from crying with her.

Keda tensed when he said the words she was scared of. She opened her mouth to speak but couldn't find the words. She felt relieved when he kissed her kissing him back relieved more then anything that he wasn't upset with her for the comparison. She pulled away a little. "I-i know that Will... I just want you to feel my love... Not just hear me say it..." She said her voice a little shaky from the surprise of his kiss. She started speaking again quickly, not giving Will a chance in between her words."And I didn't mean to say it like that... I'm not very good at... Saying how I... feel.. about... stuff..." Her words slowed having pauses between them as she tried to think of which word to use.

Katherine tried to hold in her crying, still crying a bit. "No you d-don't understand...I love you and o-only you. Why don't y-you believe me..." she yelled into his chest, pushing on his chest to make him let go of her. It didn't work. Crying harder as she weakened her pushing, holding her gut. Her body beginning to shake harder. "Why don't you believe me..." she whispered closing her eyes tightly, shaking violently as she cried hard. Memories going through her mind as she cried, trying to push them back to where she kept them locked away in her mind.

Will smiled "I know you didn't mean it that way" he said kissing her again. "All i need to now is that you love me" he said kissing her again. "your all i care about right now" he said with a smile, looking into her eyes. He loved her so much.

Kurt couldn't stand it any more and pushed her away from him standing up. "Stop it!" He yelled loudly his eyes watering threatening to spill over at any moment. "My life has been so messed up since Sarah died..." He swallowed shaking as he waved his hands around a little. "I loved her so much... and when she died I wished I was dead..." He said feeling himself starting to lose his composure. He could barely breath as a lump formed in his throat. "I had bought a house for her... And she was going to live in it until we got married." He said losing all his sense as he started crying. "I came over one day to cook her dinner... And I found her..." He said turning away putting his hands on the door jam. "That's one of the reasons I haven't cooked in years..." He said breathing heavily as he cried. He had never talked to anyone about this and all his bent up feelings seemed to be coming out. He glared at the floor tears still running down his face. He punched the wall a few times angrily. "I had to watch her die over a year! I stopped going to see her after a while because it just hurt too much to see her so sick..." He heaved as he tried to breath. "I never said goodbye..." He muttered. "I never said goodbye!" HE yelled hitting the wall again making something fall onto the picture of her and him on the desk. He continued saying those four words quietly to himself tears streaming down his face. "I never said goodbye...I never said goodbye...I never said goodbye..."

Keda swallowed glancing down before looking back up at him. "W-why?" She said breathing a little heavily. "Why am I all you care about?" She asked quietly looking away from him holding her breath. "Why is a little black girl who hasn't done anything good all you care about?" She asked him her eyes closed. Her thoughts bounced around in her head about no one loving her. What could he possibly want with her?

Katherine curled into a ball when he yelled, unable to move. Frozen with fear as he kept yelling. Starting to uncurl as he moved away from her. Opening her eyes as she listened to him, realizing what had happened. Slowly moving over to him hesitantly as he punched the wall. Her heart sank as she seen his face, her own body wanting to crumble but she pushed her own memories back as she walked toward him. Wrapping her arms around his from behind to get him to stop punching the wall. "I'm sorry...I hadn't known." she said not knowing what to say to him. "I'm so sorry..." she said again, holding onto him a bit tighter. "Shhh..." beginning to rock him a little. "I shouldn't have said that.. you don't deserve this..." she said quietly, holding onto him, trying to calm him as best she could.

Will sighed "Because i love you and quite saying that. You do do good things and you should be happy." he said holding her against him and kissing her forehead. "now I love you" he said putting his hands on her cheeks making her look at him. "Okay? no more of this. I love you and that's not changing, thats what this is for" he said in his velvety voice, holding up the necklace that was around her neck. "A reminder that i love you" he said gently.

Kurt shook in her arms slowly falling to the floor, still crying. "I never said goodbye... She loved me and I didn't tell her goodbye..." He said in a whispered as he shook from crying.

Keda smiled a little at him, weakly. "No girl in the world deserves someone like you..." She whispered reaching a hand up to wrap around the one holding the necklace. "You are literally a prince. Handsome, kind, loving... your family even has the rich part down..." She said quietly looking down at their hands. "Don't ever let me take it off... I don't want to loose it..." She said leaning in a little closer to him wanting to kiss him just to see if it really wasn't a dream but too scared to, afraid that it was and she'd wake up to her old house again.

Katherine sat on the floor, almost starting to cry again from him crying. "I know...shhhh...she knows you loved her..." she said quietly, holding him as best she could. "Shhhh...take a deep breathe okay? shhh...." she said quietly, rocking him a little as she sat there holding him. Too distracted to even think about her own thoughts. Kissing his cheek gently "shhhh..." rubbing his arm with her other hand on the side of his neck, gently rubbing his tears off his cheek with her thumb as she leaned his head on her shoulder. Holding him closely. A lump forming in her throat as she thought about what she had just done to him. Holding him tighter as she pushed it away, a few tears in her eyes "I'm sorry..." she said softly, feeling like her heart was breaking seeing him this upset.

Will smiled "the only girl that deserves me is you.." he said in his velvety voice. A bit hurt by how she said something about his parents money but ignored it, gently kissing her. His fingers going through her hair gently.

Kurt continued crying. It soon dulled into a weepy, tearless shake. He felt his breath shaking and his whole body shaking. He swallowed and moved a little wrapping his arms around KAtherine crying into her shoulder as they sat on the floor. He tried to stop but soon realized that wasn't happening. This had been a long time coming.

Keda smiled a little against his lips, kissing him back readily. She hummed against his lips loving all the feelings she had right then and how his touch felt. She knew deep down that she'd never be worthy of him, even if his parents had approved of her.

Katherine held him tightly, not expecting him to wrap his arms around her like he did she tensed a moment before relaxing. Feeling extremely sorry for Kurt as she rocked him a bit more. Kissing his cheek "shhhhh..." holding him tightly. Her hand gently rubbing the back of his neck softly.

Will smiled, holding her closer as he kissed her lovingly. Deepening the kiss a bit before pulling away. "We have work tomorrow you know.." he said a bit sadly before laying down beside her, gently rubbing her arm as he looked into her eyes.

Kurt continued shaking as he slowly calmed down. "T-t-thank y-you, K-k-k-katherine..." HE said his voice still shaky as he shook. "For listening..." He added quietly holding her more tightly closing his eyes as he sat there with her.

Keda smiled at him a little. "Well... I actually have tomorrow morning off... What time do you have to work?" She asked him sweetly sliding towards him as she layed down puting her head on his chest closing her eyes.

Katherine smiled slightly. "shhh...you don't have to talk.." she whispered, resting her head on his. She never expected anything in return. Smiling slightly again when his arms tightened around her, her own doing the same. Gently rubbing his neck still as she rocked him a bit more. Leaning down and kissing his temple softly "shhhh...your going to be okay..." she said quietly, resting her head on his again.

Will sighed "early because I have t help set up for some thing they are celebrating tonight." he said sadly. Closing his eyes, pretty tired. Turning of the light and putting his arms above his head and his heands behind his head comfortably as he layed there. Smiling when he felt Keda's head on his chest.