First of all Siennathecat and Sheepy, I'm sorry if you find out this way

So I have severe clinical depression, ADHD and anxiety and lately I have been relapsing and falling into the places I swore I would never go again. I have had suicidal type thoughts for a while now and their not scarring me anymore, which is frightening me. My anxiety has been getting worse and I shake quite constantly now. It doesn't help either that I have been told my ADHD is a blessing because of "endless energy" that supposedly comes out of it. I am slowly breaking down once more.

I am so sorry that you had to read this I just needed somewhere safe to vent.

With serious thoughts like this, maybe you should see a doctor (if you are 18+) or tell your parents (under 18). Your friends most definitely want you to be around a long, long time and I'm sure others in your life do as well. If you cannot be strong for yourself try to be strong for them.

That's what gets me through dark times. :c

Thank you so much. I have already told my parents and i'm looking into help so hopefully I will be better one day. But thank you once again.

I hope recovery goes well! If you ever need to talk feel free to message me. <:)

holy crap acacia
YOU NEVER TOLD US WHY ARE WE BEING INTIMIDATING AGAIN
Alright bro this is serious but dude we knew you had anxiety but this bad?
You can talk to us, bro. We promise you can talk to us
DANGIT CACIA YOU NEED TO TELL US THIS KIND OF STUFF
I'm sorry dude im sorry please tell us what's going on
we love you bro <3
-Me & Sienna

Hey Acacia,
Well, if you ever need to vent, to let everything out, please come to me. I'm there for you. We both are.
I know that your problems won't go away overnight. But that's okay. We know that it's not your fault and we accept you for who you are. Heck, we love you for who you are.

I just want to let you know that you're very important to us. And I've sort of known something was wrong for a while. Don't ask why, I just sort of had this nagging suspicion.

But anyways, all that sad and sorta mushy stuff is weird. I hope you already knew how much you mean to us; we're really lonely on the days where you are not at school. I'm glad that you've told your parents and that you want to get help, since I know that I can't fix this.

I just want you to know that we'll be with you every step of the way, and that if you need someone to lean on, we'll always be there to lend a hand.

Good Luck! We know that you have a strong heart, and are really stubborn (in a good way meow meow).
(I'd actually like to type a bunch of mushy stuff but that would be a little weird.

:)

Feel better soon!

-Sienna

Thank you guys so much! I didn't know how to come out to you about his kind of stuff and I didn't know if you would still accept me and stuff but I feel a lot better now that you know

Hats off to the best friends ever, Siennathecat and Sheepy and Septembergem

:3

Meow meow dun worry friend

Sienna's first post and deathdusts' first one both describe how I feel, im not really good at saying things like this but its true for all your friends and me. I never want to see you in pain and when ever you talk about your depression my heart breaks for you, and don't get me wrong you should always feel comfortable with talking to me. I wish that I could take away all your pain, and heak if I could I would take away that pain and make myself feel what you are feeling. You can always vent out on me, and I will always support you and try to make you feel better, but like I said im not the best with these things! ^^

lol dude you forget that we all know you used to like cacia-o (or do you still? //wink wonk//)
Yeah cacia we love you and if you is sad we all is sad