Thanks to many people around the internet, for helping me out in my recent problem:

(original post) I don't really care if no one reads this, or even cares, I just need to type it out somewhere. And thus it happens again, my sexuality identification issues. Now, I am an advocate LBGT rights supporter, so I know my stuff, which is what makes this so hard. In my life though, I've had crushes on too girls, both conveniently lesbians, but I don't identify as Bi, I identify as straight, because I've always preferred males. But, in my freshman year of high school, I got these crushes, but I dismissed them, as just a teenage need for love, and what not. The first was just looks, but the second, who is a really, really close friend of mine, it was more, her personality, god, and she smells like heaven. But, when the year ended, and I didn't have a class with her the next term, the feelings faded, so I dismissed them, but I still wanted to see her as often as possible, cause we are such good friends. I do wish I was Bi, but know I'm not, at least, I don't think I am. But then we just started a new term, and we have a class together, and I just always want to be with her. I could actually see myself with her. Emotionally, I feel an attraction. I feel like I could cuddle her, and kiss her, and I would enjoy it. ugh, but she knows I'm straight, and all the gays know I'm straight, and I just feel that if I told her at least the feelings of possibly being Bi, I would look like a, poser? idk. And I have the talent of acting on impulse, and destroying a friendship. She just got out of a relationship, and is madly in love with another girl, she's for over a year. and I just want to cuddle with her, and nuzzle my face into her hair, that smells so heavenly, and typing this is making me want to scream. So basically ya....

(update) 2/5/15- she told me I'm 0.5 gay (randomly, nothing to do with the things in the original post
2/6/15- gave her a joke "you are forever claimed as mine" ring and put it on her chain. wonder if it will be there Monday. I hope

With the help, I have settled on a sexual orientation: Bi-romantic demi sexual, or Bi-romantic for short

Bi-romantic demi sexual def.- A person who is romantically attracter to two or more genders, but will only feel sexual attraction when a deep bond is formed between them and their partner.

Thanks Guys

P.S. She kept the "ring" on her chain. She says it's part of her now