or
My mind is scary I feel vulnerable and stupid
Waiting for a new embarrassment to go and tear right through me
A dependent fruitless animal, watch me brimming with shame.
And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse.
I am not a stallion, I am just versp.
Hopeless, and docile, and tamed.
Another day I won't remember, another day I wished away.
Tedious days punctuated by dismay,
everyday feels the same.
It's the routine, It's the regret.
That makes me worse yet.
Did I forget your name or make a joke and no-one laughed?
Did I come across as stupid or did I come too fast?
This isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face, this is a mask.
Now I remember it doesn't take much to make me feel small.

Cool!

"Ask me if i'm happy i don't know
if it is a place then we must go
Ask me if i'm happy
I don't Care
Maybe i'd be happy if you disappeared"
- Happy by Mother Mother
Ping me Plz ^^
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ihcLg2sEQc (Link to song)

"Every rose has its thorns, just like every night has its dawn." ~ Poison

When the sun goes down, and the lights burn out,
Then it's time for you to shine
Brighter than the shooting star, so shine no matter where you are
Fill the darkest night, with a brilliant light,
'Cause it's time for you to shine
Brighter than a shooting star, so shine no matter where you are, tonight - Shooting Star, Owl CIty

I call her Firefly :)

"If you're lost out where the lights are blinding
Caught in all, the stars are hiding
That's when something wild calls you home, home"

-Lindsey Stirling - Something Wild

Song: "Thunder Road" by Bruce Springsteen
"You ain't a beauty but hey you're alright
Oh and that's alright with me
You can hide 'neath your covers
And study your pain
Make crosses from your lovers
Throw roses in the rain
Waste your summer praying in vain
For a saviour to rise from these streets"

"I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke down car
And four years, no calls
Now you're looking pretty in a hotel bar
And I can't stop
No, I can't stop" -Closer

"Dont go in there
Youll become one
Freaky creatures
Monster party
Eyes of yellow
Scales and feathers
Tails in tethers
Turn the lights off"
Turn the Lights off - Tally Hall

"I knock the ice from my bones,
try not to feel the cold,
caught in the thought of that time,
when everything was fine,
when everything was mine."
All The Kings Horses- Karmina