She shook her head.
" Can't think of anything."

he nodded and rose. *alright. ill backw ith your dinner later.* he said before leaving.

" See ya then."
She then lied back down on the bed. Another nap was probably in order.

curiously, instead of sweets and numbers, her mind was focused on the guard.

Makes sense. He was the first person who was nice to her hear. Not that she cared at all. She wasn't getting attached to anyone ever again. No way, no how. It was just convient to act friendly. That was all.

uh huh. sure. then why is she imagining herself with him, talking, eating sweets together, playing with freindly SCPs, and doing other romantic things?

(time to start the crush :D)

( She doesn't want let herself feel love towards people. This will be fun.)

Those all tactics of manipulation. She had only known him for a day, but he seemed gullible. He did put faith in a killer. Another thing: She had only known him for a day. She didn't know his name, and he probably didn't know hers. She also only see half of his face.

still, the memorys and fantasies are still there, refusing to go.

(oh, shell feel nothing but love for him later, because of one thing:

my guy is SUPER stubborn. and the crush? it goes both ways.)

( Yet she will absolutely refuse to call the feeling out as being love. She will do everything possible to say it in weird ways.)

Whelp, only one thing she could do then. And one thing was a very simple solution to the problem. She was going to ignore these thoughts completely. She didn't need manipulation tactics right now.

(lol

ok, but seriously though, how can she finally let go of her stubbornness and fall in love? because my new idea is reliant on that)

theyre still there lol